I’m writing letters to you that you will never get to read.
you don’t understand how hard it was to let you go. i didn’t do it to hurt you. i didn’t do it to put the three years we were together to waste. trust me. this was much harder than i thought. but if i didn’t see a future with us anymore. there really wasn’t much i could do. i did all i could to be as honest with you as i could, i tried my dear. i really did. i just couldn’t continue living a lie. i hope that one day you will understand. but i still love you. don’t ever forget that.
It’s only the beginning of my second week and I’m starting to fall in love with research even more… I’m glad I took up this opportunity. I plan to take full advantage to what’s upcoming! I will post what I did later this week :]